Not Built to Be a Warrior
- Kartika Jamdar
- Sep 19, 2020
- 2 min read
"What business do you have here?" I'd been foolish enough to ask
"I'm here to be a warrior," she replied
I scoffed. "A warrior?"
"Yes."
"Oh, people ramble about gender equality" I said, "but I'm telling you, this is no place for a girl."
"Why not?" she asked
"To name a few, the sword's too sharp and you'll cut yourself."
"So I will. I'll wear the scars to tell my story," she said
"The armour's too stiff; it'll hurt your back."
"So it will," she fought, "I'll emerge stronger than the pain."
"The shield's too heavy," I warned, " it'll wear you down"
"So it will," she argued, "It'll also make me tougher."
"The helmet's uncomfortable," I tried, "you'll miss your target"
"So I will," she insisted, "I'll rise as the sharpest shooter you'll ever have."
"But what about your physical appearance?" I had been stupid enough to challenge
"What about it?"
"You'll come from the battle blue eyed and battered," I said
"Maybe I will. But at least my eyes will be the ones that failed to betray fear."
"The bruises will scar your delicate skin," I warned
"Maybe they will. But victory will be etched into it long before they do."
"But your hands... They'll be calloused from handling swords and arrows," I insisted
"Maybe they will. But they'll always be the hands that won us the war."
"Your face will be ashen and marked with blood," I sneered
"Maybe it will. But my face will be the one my enemies pray they never see again."
"But what about your mental soundness?" I was unreasonable enough to question
"What about it?" she asked
"You will be tormented by those you annihilate," I tripped over the words
"I'll remember the faces of whom I've lost."
"Your mind will bear the image if those you maim," I tried again
"I'll remember what they took from me."
"Your conscience will forever be scared of those whom you show no mercy," I faltered
"I'll remember those who sacrificed their lives for me."
"Your gut will mislead you someday," I stuttered
"I'll remember the day you tried to tell me I wasn't built to be a warrior."
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